A few days ago I participated for one day in a tai chi retreat with Master Bing of Wudang Mountain. Master Bing taught us how to move like a turtle in water while doing the turtle qigong form, and how to embody the fluidity and power of Chinese calligraphy.
As a student I became aware of my active mind trying to grasp all the movements, yet also trying to feel the flow of the movements. When learning anything new I usually first rely on my logical mind to teach me. The logical process is like putting pieces of a puzzle together. I came to realize that if I allowed myself to first relax my mind and body, it would be easier for me to grasp the new learning. Master Bing informed me that it doesn't matter if I do everything exactly how he does it. With my years of tai chi experience, I could trust myself more. Of course, I do try to learn Master Bing's way, but I also know that if I don't do it exactly like Master Bing it will be okay. With tai chi the pieces don't necessarily fit just one way.
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The original purpose for tai chi was as a martial or fighting discipline. Within the tai chi form most of the movements can manifest as a martial application. Even though I can see possibilities of martial applications within my tai chi form, my training was in the meditative aspects of tai chi.
For example, when I do the "Backhand Slap" I can feel the hidden palm on my right side coming up and grabbing an opponent's fist that is coming towards me and then repulsing the opponent away with my left palm. However, my focus isn't on the martial aspect; instead, I focus on keeping a continuous flow from one posture into the next while breathing deeply and slowly. I focus on relaxing my mind and body. This approach is very calming which is why tai chi is often called "fluid meditation" or "meditation in motion". Since tai chi is a movement practice we often find ourselves standing on one leg or shifting our weight from one leg onto the other leg. This requires us to have good balance in order to stay upright and stable.
As we age a common issue we notice is our declining sense of balance. Tai chi has been studied with groups of seniors to see if tai chi can help them improve their balance. The studies confirm that tai chi does help seniors with physical balance. The students who come to me, regardless of their age, improve their sense of balance by doing the tai chi form. You can see in this photo how they must practice being on one leg and moving from a center of balance. We can improve our balance at any age with tai chi. Tai chi and qigong are practices for calming my mind. Here is a self-talk technique suggested by Marie Manuchehri who also teaches qigong. When my mind needs to be redirected to a more positive mindset I ask myself, "What if?" Instead of all the worrisome scenarios my mind can create, I imagine the hopeful outcomes. What if I regain my vitality after being sick or injured? What if everything turns out perfectly regardless of the hurdles in front of me? I've come to realize that it takes energy to worry. Why not use that same energy to create positive scenarios? Tai chi and qigong is about conserving and replenishing our energy. Anything that follows this same purpose is a good thing to practice.
Recently I experienced a 3 week disruption in the regular flow of my life due to injuries sustained in a harsh fall. Simultaneously I experienced a respiratory infection. It was painful to move and the viral infection kept me in bed. At that point all I could do was rest and wait for my body to heal.
As my body began to heal I had more interest to try some qigong and tai chi. I realized how quickly my body had weakened, and my vitality had diminished from lack of movement. I needed to regain my energy, my flexibility, my muscle strength, coordination, balance and release tightness overall. I knew that I did not have the strength to bike, to walk or do other physical activities, but I was able to do gentle movements and breathing of qigong and tai chi. Over a few days of doing qigong and tai chi movements, I felt more energy. My bodily aches and tightness lessened, and I realized that all my talks about how tai chi and qigong can replenish our energy when we are depleted was true. It wasn't just talk, but rather I experienced the benefits personally. I am grateful for my practice of qigong and tai chi. One of my students introduced me to Dr. Yang's book The Root of Chinese Qigong. According to Dr. Yang here is the history of Chinese Qigong. Chinese Qigong started before 1122 BCE. Little is known about this period. The Han dynasty (206 BCE) brought about the second period known as the religious Qigong era when Buddhism from India influenced the development of Qigong in China. During the religious period Qigong was practiced by Buddhists and Daoists for religious purposes. The third Qigong era was during the Liang dynasty (502-557 CE) and saw the practice of Qigong used for martial purposes. Many styles of martial Qigong were developed based on Buddhist and Taoist principles and theories. The fourth period occurred after the overthrow of the Qing dynasty in 1911 until current times. Chinese Qigong has continued to be influenced by Qigong practices from India, Japan and other countries. In China the concept of internal energy or vital essence is referred to as Qi. In India this life sustaining energy is known as Prana and in Japan as Ki. Dr. Yang goes in-depth explaining the theory and practice of Qigong in this informative book. A spiritual friend of mine, Greg Leveille, in his book Tao Consciousness Before the Tao Te Ching and After Ramana tells the legend of the Dragon Gate from ancient China. There is a high mountain where a waterfall descends. Near the top of this mountain is the Dragon Gate. It is said that carps who can swim up this waterfall and leap through the Dragon Gate, can transform into a magnificent yellow dragon and fly to the heavens. Personally I envision the yellow dragon as a golden dragon since it is a symbol of an awaken state. We all have the potential within to awaken to our magnificent nature.
This process of awakening to my own magnificence only comes when I can calm my mind and be in the present moment. It isn't to be carried away with the currents of thoughts rushing through my mind. That only depletes my energy and brings ill health. One way that I can calm my mind and root myself in the present moment is through practicing my tai chi and qigong. This brings me joy! Sharing my practice with others also brings me joy. The organizers of World Tai Chi Day in Stillwater decided to honor the Year of the Dragon by bringing forth a dancing red dragon. Red is the color for happiness. Whenever we experience joy, we expand our energy and feel more alive. Being in the moment with this red dragon and doing tai chi with others brought me so much joy! Hopefully in the Year of the Dragon you can experience an abundance of joy and awaken to your own magnificence. Yesterday I hung out with a group of 12 architects during an Employee Caregiver Event at Cuningham Group Architecture Inc. We practiced doing qigong, which are gentle movements with slow breathing. Qigong is beneficial during times when we feel energetically depleted, stressed and needing self-care. Even this crazy winter of fluctuating temps can take a toll on our sense of well-being. Hope everyone is practicing some form of self-care.
Yesterday’s 54 degree temp in January inspired me to do some tai chi in the park at the spur of the moment. Check out my bare feet! Connecting to the earth, sunlight and fresh air helps on so many levels, even down to the cellular level.
While walking along my neighborhood lake a few years back I saw this painted rock with the message of “Choose Joy”. How is this message related to my tai chi? For me, tai chi brings me joy. It’s slow deep breath work and gentle movements relax my mind and body. I feel more energized. Doing anything out of joy will restore a person’s sense of well-being because we get positive vibes from it. When our energy is high, we attract people and situations that are also on a higher energy vibration. In this New Year I choose joy over stress and worries. Happy New Year everyone!
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